Chimeru

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Desire by Chimeru, literature

Even tell you by Chimeru, literature

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Even tell you

Damn it. Of all the things I forgot this morning you were by far the most important.... Did I even tell you that I loved you; that I cannot see myself as being anything but yours? Ok I admit I was steamed about the fact you hit the snooze button on the alarm clock so now im driving even more reckless as usual in hopes on not being late...... even more reckless than usual.... Not Good Did I even tell you that I love you? I would loath the fact that the last thing I said was a gargled yawn and then "Damn It you lazy ass, son of a bitch your going to get me freaking fired." Out of all my witty retorts that one was truly less than par.

What you do by Chimeru, literature

Slip of a Tire by Chimeru, literature

Having been so cruel- why care by Chimeru, literature

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Having been so cruel- why care

I wish ...... ..... to be COLD calculating UNCARING of your reaction. FOR YOUR reaction or ACCEPTANCE to say "I COULD CARE LESS" it is the easier thing to do...... it is the saner thing; ............... everything else appears invalid .................. what do I wish? to be heartless to weigh my options not having some little speck of misplaced loyalty OVERPOWER the overall reason of my judgment and YET i still feel you slowly chipping the broken pieces of me away. god how i wish

To Masochistic to be Sadistic by Chimeru, literature

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To Masochistic to be Sadistic

I remember every word said. Every hurtful utterance. They often stay buried within me. I take the pain; soak in it. Let if become part of my own. Phases of the tide, love, hate, love, hate . . . My own weaknesses and words hurled at me. Not fighting. Merely basking in anguish. Know you do not mean it. Yet the meaning is still derived from myself. Could throw it back. Could show the world your every Achilles heel. Wont. Take it. Float in the pain I allow myself to endure

Behind a Clouded Mirror by Chimeru, literature

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the wake by Chimeru, literature

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the wake

Distant voices draw my eyes open. Florissant lights overhead float invisible shadows across the dotted ceiling. My own silence deafening to a seemingly thousand voices. I try to rise but am bound to my spot, my eyes droop once more and a veil is lifted. I see men in blue gowns rushing about my crippled body, while in the distance, in a shroud of void my fate. My caretakers' show no notice of this foreign visitor. They fade away, more concentrated with spearing my body with tubes and wire, than regard me with any fashion. The dark spirit unveils it's face as that of a mere child. In complete innocence reaches for my hand. I take it

Take Me by Chimeru, literature

Behind a Clouded Mirror by Chimeru, literature

To Masochistic to be Sadistic by Chimeru, literature

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To Masochistic to be Sadistic

Having been so cruel- why care by Chimeru, literature

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Having been so cruel- why care

Slip of a Tire by Chimeru, literature

What you do by Chimeru, literature

Even tell you by Chimeru, literature

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Chimeru

Sep 24, 2006

I googled rusputins penis

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Why I miss my old cornerstone classes. And what I am missing from my current teachers can all be summed up with I googled rusputins penis

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Chimeru

Oct 9, 2005

it was written ... curses

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1. I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you. 3. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. 4. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you. 5. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 6. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you. 7. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written.

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Sep 24, 2005

reflections of a teenage nothing - ramblings from

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Reflections of a teenage nothing seems to be a good title for this one but as a side for the author at the bottom it has to say ramblings from an inner ru/Ann Quinn sometimes you feel like dancing when your alone. Not because no one can see you blunder. Though some may argue differently. It's just that you want to feel beautiful to feel treasured and in this one rare instance no one in the world will know. It's what makes the moment so special. So you turn up your monstrosity that is music and dance to a rhythm all your own with out worrying about what is 'proper' or civil' Just you and the beat of yourself. It is in this rare instanc